So this morning I tested again. Not a minute after testing, negative. Seriously???? Yes, I cried in the shower.
So I started researching this morning when I got to work. I came across a website that talks about everyone being pregnant but you and it says:
I've got the angry part covered. 19 months with nothing to show for it.
I've did a complete 180 with my diet and exercising and I even try to be careful around my ovulation time so that I don't screw it up. Guess that didn't help.
Talk to someone? yeah right. Every time I bring it up people say "it will happen when God wants it to" or "your turn is next" or "you're trying to hard"....really?? How is that helpful?
I'm still working on the support system.
And I am writing about it...that's what you are reading. As far as a plan, I have no idea where to go from here. I told my gynecologist that I'd wait until April before we started fertility treatments and stuff again, but I honestly don't want to wait.